Monday, June 19, 2006
bad sister? bleah...
calling all big sisters who have a younger bro like me...do you all feel the same dilemma as me?i am always pissed wif my bro...esp when he wans to invite his friends over to our house for gathering...i had mentioned it b4...dunno izzit sister instinct or wat...i juz feel uncomfortable in my bro friends' presence..or even worse...to dislike them...i noe it's unkind and ungracious of me to feel this way but it's juz like innate...u noe wat...i never ever like or talk to my bro friends (frm neighbours to sch friends) before....except taking up his phone calls...( ya...the hi and byes...) wat's funny is tat i only like some of his pri sch friends...hahaz...because i noe their sisters...
his friends are forever rowdy but partly the case tat boys are like tat...but i thought u'll still have to maintain some manners in someone's house...but wat wld i complain if my parents are okay abt it? alright...i like boys tat are natural (u noe...yelling & shouting some vulgarities are fine...) but his friends are too natural to be exact...i dunno wat to say but the unhappiness in me always boil uncontrollably...wat's the big deal of coming to ppl's house to have fun watching tv, playing mahjong, playing PS2...when these activities can also be done at their own homes? i noe why....it's the friends company....
my bro often nagged at me for my objections...because when he mentioned calling his friends over....my face juz automatically turned black...(i cnt help it...i try to be a nice sister but failed...) i'll display my displeasure and my bro will get pissed and end up screaming at each other...my mum will interfer and ask me to be more understanding and reasonable...ok...i being the bad sister...will then be mocked for being a loner and have no friends....hahaz...but wadeva they say...i still support my stand...i still have my "sister authority"...hmmm...tat's it for now...:)
alarming news to announce....ong is going on a date....wahahahaz....juz felt excited for her...u noe...like "a mother is getting excited when her daughter is marrying off" kind of feeling...her senior invited her to his partner for a social nite event thingy...aiyah...something like prom...oooh...my good ole pal has grown up...hahaz...being dramatic here...hey ong...better blog all the juicy details...:P
oh yesh....had a fun time singing kbox wif ong & hui & also did some shopping last sat...hougang outlet is really cheap so muz support klunch...and we took some neoprints also( very nice....)...i'll upload the pics in my next entry...
to end of this entry...recently i'm obessessed wif voodoo dolls tat are on sale in mini toons...u noe...the charm dolls for luck, love, health, study and career....i'm juz sooo superstitious...hehez...
tat's it at 4:16 AM
Monday, June 12, 2006
!! independent girl !!
4 & a half days of being an independent girl is indeed tiring...now i fully understand how hard it is to be a homemaker....salute to all mothers out there...hahaz...i really have doubts of being a full-fledge housewife in the future...oh my gosh...my dearest mum & dad are now overseas, enjoying their holiday....so the household responsibility lies on me & my bro...doing cooking, praying, cleaning and maintaining....wat an experience...the cooking experience is always terrible...i dunno why...maybe i am born to eat but not cook...although i can whip up simple dishes...but i wld always make a mess out of it...but luckily...the food always turns out edible...i tried to make fried rice the other day....it's kinda a disaster cos the whole pan got stucked with rice...the whole kitchen is so greasy tat i realised cooking needs a lot of practice...
dun ever think cooking is easy...juz cooking fried rice can make me go crazy...whipping up 3 dishes one soup is time consuming and end up...u'll find many plates & bowls to wash... but wat can i say...u'll still feel a sense of satisfaction tat ur 'masterpiece' is not bad...at least my bro & I did not get stomachache after eating...hahaz...
ytd...went to co seniors farewell bbq...being the senior...wldnt wan to miss out the food...hahaz...but i was disappointed tat only 3 gals (including me) of the senior batch turned up...but i shld have expected it since my batch is dominated by the males...i personally feel tat the juniors had done a great job in preparing & serving the food (they really bought a lot of food...)...doing a banner wif all our names...presenting us with gifts...giving us surprises ( ya...like water bombs!)...kudos to them...
i begin to recall all the bbq parties tat i ever been...even though i was always obessed with bbq food...but i really never been to a bbq party tat i really enjoyed the best...maybe only the home bbq tat my mother used to organise...hahaz...because being the host...u can always eat the most...hahahz...furthermore....u can call the shots...when the crowd gets too big...it's easy to get neglected if ur best buds are not around...ahhhh....i am a difficult person....hehez...
juz-B from superband is out!!! boo hoo...i was soooo sad cos they are really good and unique...it's really a pity...haiz....
just wanna share this drawing tat i've done on a manga named Cherry....my drawing has always been ugly but i managed to draw out this presentable piece (i think lahz...) it looks ok mahz...hehez...give some comments...:)
tat's it at 11:58 PM
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
\^^/ lurrveship \^^/
obviously...the topic i wanna yak abt is lurrve...hehez....i noe it's a bit funny cos i shld be burying my head in my books, instead of sharing my philosophy on lurrve on my blog...and i'm juz wanna share a freshman's view (me lahz...) wahahaz....a bit of leisure time here...basically juz wanna discuss abt the squamous line between frenship & lurrve (yesh...a guy & gal)...since sec sch...i was pondering if it's possible to maintain juz purely frenship between a guy & gal...not at the stage of being frens but good or even best frens...many ppl told me it's possible but i was quite unconvinced...or shld i say confused? cos i thought guys & gals have to be good friends before becoming couples? i was then rebutted by my jc frens...normally when a guy becomes a best fren of urs...we are talking abt buddies here....not lurrve already...there's no 'feeling' liaoz...maybe it's true...a boyfriend shld be a guy tat catch ur attention or juz simply attraction...if it's really true...i'll be left on the shelf...hahahz
i'm kinda gal that dun really believe in love at first sight cos i dun think guys will fall the same way for me...my inner beauty is definitely more appealing than my appearance...so developing a strong frenship is impt before the stage of courtship...in this way...i wld not be biased by juz looks...but i was slowly accepting the possiblity of pure guy gal frenship...judging on my current status (having good guy frens)...it's like i've many seeds now...i'm juz waiting for one to bloom into a flower...hahaz...(prob i've to wait long long...haiz...)
to ans dor's qns....certainly i do not want to look for a bf now...at this crucial time...if i even have....i'll be dating wif my books...(hahaz...so pitiful hor....) at least i wont be lonely...hehez
had a great time going out wif ping, ong & dor...finally we could all meet & had fun eating, gossiping and shopping...miss those good old days and company...without doubt...all of ur are my best buds....hahaz...oh ya...went to watch x-men too...i was overwhelmed by the wonderful visual effects and cast...hahaz...their sequels juz rock!
ok ping...i noe i owe u the neoprints...hehez... managed to scan 3 pics...the small one too blur....hehez...
tat's it at 1:28 AM
Saturday, June 03, 2006
*behind the times*
hmm...recently i realised something shocking abt me...i'm soooo "behind the time"...get wat i meant? ok...actually it had been ongoing...but it's getting obvious and i was kinda affected...u muz be thinking...wat the hell i'm yakking abt...it's all about branding & following up the trend lohz...in simple words...i'm "late-dated" (updated but slow...)watever i do....i'll be the slow one...be it the fashion sense, thoughts, keeping on...etc...it's like so scary suddenly...tell u smthing funny....at the age of 13-15...i was speeding too fast, wearing auntie clothes and trying to be mature...simply not behaving a sweet young innocent...but at the age of 16-17, i shld be evolving into a mature young lady wif sensible dress sense...but i'm running back to sweet gal childish look...argh...u see...haiz....
more ppl are getting brand conscious....but for me...i'm going 'cheap & good' conscience...i noe this may be a virtue...but not for my current age mahz....making me like so cheapskate...dunno if i shld be happy or sad...the problem is tat i was seduced by the brands...hoping i can wear branded stuff to fit in the society... u can walk around my sch & discover 80% of the student population wear branded shoes and carry branded bags...guess wat...my shoes only cost one tenth of theirs...u see...the gap....
i was thinking...maybe soon i'll shower myself with some branded stuff when i earned my own money....but i'll always be catching up the trend...i juz wonder y ppl like my age has so much money to offer....then my mum said to me..."they got savings mahz...u lehz?"...yep...my savings are measly...
i juz upgraded my m1 plan today...yep...went to change for my fav hp...the nokia L'Amour Collection...7360...it's not a new hp so to say...it had been in the hp market for at least a few months liaoz....the 1st time i saw it...it cost abt $300 plus...now lehz...i dun even need to pay a single cent after trading my old phone...value dropped so much....then the functions are okay only...haiz...no choice....no budget for expensive 3G phones....hahaz...
my one week gruelling extra lessons week are over...it's like soooo fast...left 3 pathetic weeks and i'm not revising properly...kinda stressed up cos if i dun do well...i'll be sooo dead...now i'm even going chem tuition (not the usual me hor?)...anyone can juz tell me how to study and play well, providing end result of acceptable grades? cuess nobody noes...haiz...but anyway...i'll try to figure my way to kill 2 birds wif 1 stone successfully...hahahaz....
oh ya...one last thing to say...my sch got a new cca called J-FIRE...it's a jap club specialising in anime, manga, j-pop, drama serials and many more....ARGH...why do they want to set up this club only NOW? i feel like crying....boo hoo....